Holidays

This has been the hardest Christmas yet. It's been a hard holiday season. It's tough enough trying to split the holidays between parents, but it's even harder since I've moved out. It's harder to see my dad not celebrate Thanksgiving with anyone in his family. It's hard to watch my mom crying on Christmas because she wants so badly to be with her children. Being 18 doesn't make me an adult. It doesn't make me able to hold back the tears that have been pouring down my face all day. I hate thinking how things will only grow further apart. I don't know how to hold my composure when the one person I've always looked up to in every way possible is broken.

Sucker

A lot happens in two years.
Regardless, there will always be that constant.

Finals

I've taken two exams thus far. I'm taking another in 15 minutes.
Then I have two 10-page papers due tomorrow, and a presentation accompaning one of them.

DAMN. I'm beyond stressed, but it's almost over.
Tonight I'll be writing those papers for hours.

Back to NC on Friday. How weird.